So I’d like to let you all know how shitty I feel tonight.
I’ve been crying for the past 2 hours over him. It’s been 2 months exactly since yesterday. 4 days from now would have been our 2 month official date, but it would have been our unofficial 5 months or so. It seems so short but when you’re in love everything lasts a longer time it seems.
I read over the breakup message. I cried almost s hard as I did when I first got it, but I’m not quite sure any pain could make me cry as hard as that day. I have a whole entire speech almost prepared for when he ever wants to come back, explaiing why I cant stand myself and why I regret almost everything since he left. I feel literally sick to my stomach and I’m not breathing right. Can’t you see what you do to me?