It’s been 2 months. 2 fucking months.

You left me so long ago, I shouldn’t even remember your name. 

But now?

Now, I’m listening to Hey There Delilah crying my eyes out over you.

You hate me now and everyone thinks I hate you too.

You think I want to be like this?

I wish I hated you. I wish I wanted nothing to do with you, I wish I forgot who you are and all we went through just to have you throw it all away.

I fucking hate myself for this. I just miss you more and more everyday and I just feel so fucking stupid for it. 

I hate to say it, but more than anything, I want you back…